PSALMS 84:10 - I WOULD RATHER BE A DOOR KEEPER IN THE HOUSE OF MY GOD

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Sunday, December 21, 2014

Strengthen Faltering Knees

If you spent any time watching the news the past two weeks you were in danger of entering into a time and place of fear.  Keeping our eyes and ears fixed on the world right now is a dangerous thing to do, for the enemy sets snares for us to fall into great fear, anxiety and depression as we watch economies collapse, children executed, and riots across our cities.

This past week was the first time I can remember being ensnared by this fear; but I switched off the TV and the voices of the world, and got into the Shadow of El Shaddai where I could hear the ONLY voice that matters -- and he spoke three words to me.  I heard only these three words, and so I have spent the last few days letting those words reverberate in my spirit and quiet my heart.  He said:
ESTABLISH
STRENGTHEN
SETTLE

These are good words, words of strength and shalom.  This morning I went into Scripture and asked the Spirit to guide me to the passages that contain these words, and so I offer them to you as one flowing prayer of His promises that we can pray and believe in as the world reels out of control. If we stay close to Him and in His Word, we will be established, strengthened and settled.

 He will judge between many peoples and will settle disputes for strong nations far and wide. They will beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks. Nation will not take up sword against nation, nor will they train for war anymore. (Micah 4:3)

 For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him. (2 Chronicles 16:9)

Lord, you establish peace for us; all that we have accomplished you have done for us. (Isaiah 26:12)

 Your words have supported those who stumbled; you have strengthened faltering knees. (Job 4:4)

And I pray that we, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Messiah. (Ephesians 3:17-18)

 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10)




Sunday, December 14, 2014

Can Kohl's Save Christmas?

It's that time again; the time of great struggle between the world of retail and commercialism (men's traditions) and the Truth of the Scriptures.  Truth or tradition?  As believers, which are we to embrace? And does it really matter? 

I am ever more convinced that to God it matters greatly.  So, I am impressed to re-publish a blog I sent out five years ago, in December 2009.  Pray about it.  This time look up the biblical references. We are drawing so close to the Return of our Lord and Savior Yeshua (Jesus), that there is an urgency for His people to come "out of Babylon" (the world) and come to KNOW Him and who He really is, and make decisions now to line up our lives with His Word. The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob is NOT speaking and operating on our Gregorian calendar!  He is still on the calendar of the ancient Hebrews, and in this year and next He is placing His signs in the heavens (blood-red moons and blackened suns, meaning lunar and solar eclipses) on the feasts of Passover and Tabernacles. He has never changed His mind - He is the same yesterday today and forever - and these are still HIS holy, appointed feast days.

Friday, December 4, 2009

Can Kohl's Save Christmas?

Driving to the airport yesterday I was listening to a commentator on an economic radio program give the dismal report on "Black Friday's" statistics. "Target was down 10%, while the average store reported sales 17-18% below last year's," he lamented. "However, Nordstrom was up 2% and Kohl's alone reached a 3% increase over last year. Can Kohl's save Christmas?"

I am making the obvious assumption that this commentator's definition of Christmas is the commercial season between Thanksgiving and Christmas holidays when retailers hope to get their yearly profit margins in the black. It seems to have become the definition of Christmas for our nation. And so he asks, "CAN KOHL'S SAVE CHRISTMAS?"

Let's go a step further. Even if we are a people who don't define Christmas as a commercial retail phenomenon, how do we define it? And does our definition agree with Scripture and the ways YHVH defines it? Ask any child to define Christmas. Most will tell you, "It's when Santa comes and brings presents!" Why do parents lie to their children and tell them there is a magical, mystical man who flies through the universe and who rewards the good and punishes the bad? Why did I lie to my children and why did my parents lie to me? Santa, reindeer, sparkly trees, yule logs...it all seems so fun, so innocent. For many of us they were cherished family traditions. But look up the history of these traditions. Search an encyclopedia to see what a yule log was; and please read Jeremiah 10:3-4. Yeshua reminds us, "You have let go of the commands of God and are holding on to the traditions of men." (Mark 7:8) It is hard to let go of traditions that were so much a part of our childhoods. But it is the pagan traditions that led to the lies of our forefathers and still profane the celebrations that Christians keep today.

December 25 was the birthday of Sol, the sun god - and so it was conveniently selected as the day to celebrate the Messiah's birth. The holy was mixed with the profane - and YHVH hates that! (See Ezekiel 44:23). What Scripture commands that we celebrate the day of His birth? What writer of the Gospels gives us the date and the way in which we are to keep this "feast"? Search it out! It is not there. If Yeshua had thought it important, He would have told us so. But He seems about as interested in a birthday party with presents and nativity pageants and decorated trees as He would be in the results of Kohls profit margin! That is because He continually tried to focus the people on His Kingdom. He is a King and a High Priest in the order of Melchizedek, who has no geneaology, no father or mother, no beginning and no end (Hebrews 7:3) "He is the image of the invisble God, the firstborn over all creation, for by Him all things were created" (Colossians 1:15). In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God; He was with God in the beginning (John 1:1). He is the Lamb that was slain from the foundation of the world (Revelation 13:8). He is the same yesterday, today and forever! (Hebrews 13:8). He is called Emmanuel - which means "God with us." He was most certainly conceived in the womb of a Jewish woman during the feast of Hanukkah as His Light  came into the world - and then born as a child at the Feast of Tabernacles (which means God dwells with us) and is returning again at the Feast of Tabernacles when He will establish His Kingdom reign forever. HalleluYah! How marvelously the feasts of the LORD fulfill all the prophecies about Him!

Can Kohl's save Christmas? Does Yeshua want it saved? Ask Him yourself. This year instead of us saying, "Oh well, He knows my heart" - let us earnestly seek to know His heart.


Sunday, December 7, 2014

Tips for Great Gifts

Dear friends,

We are out in Hershey, PA visiting my son and his family.  What a joyful time, celebrating my grandson's 8th birthday and bonding with our two-year-old great-granddaughter!  These are the times of which great memories are made.

I have had it on my heart, though, to write and suggest to you some places to visit for your own health and for possible gifts (if you do that in this season).  This year it seems more uppermost in our minds than ever to try to guard our health and our immune systems in all the ways we can.

We have a dear friend in Missouri who has, over the last four years, been developing her own small, home-based company by making pure essential oils, soaps and healing balms.  She knows many of us struggle with being able to afford these wonderful healing products, and so she is making and packaging them herself, keeping her prices very low.  I personally bought several of her products and find them to be of superior quality.  Please visit her website and let me offer a few personal testimonies:
The "My Aching Balm" rub for sore muscles and joints has worked better for John's painful back, knees and arthritic joints than anything on the market.  I have a problem right now with tendonitis in my ankle and this balm has been an amazing help to me also, as it really takes away pain and soreness very quickly.  We love it!
The "Protect" oil is similar to Thieves and is wonderful for staving off sore throats and protecting our immune systems.  We are using it lots during our times in airplanes and airports, and John has been successful in stopping night time coughs with it.
My daughter purchased the "Inhale" oil and all three of her children are getting over winter colds and flu really fast with that wonderful oil.
And last, but definitely not least, her STAIN-OUT soap is nothing short of amazing!!  I've used every kind of stain-remover there is on the grocery store shelves with no luck at all in really getting stains out. Her STAIN-OUT bars are made of pure coconut and other oils, AND THEY REALLY WORK!  At only $1.50 per bar, they will last a long, long time.

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I also want to remind you about my friend Rosemary's awesome linen products.  Sleeping on her finely crafted linen sheets and in our linen sleep garments has been a huge blessing to us, and with Rosemary's lower prices, it's affordable.  The 5000 frequency of linen proves that it is "God's fabric"; even the fabric He chose for His High Priest to wear!  The high frequency protects from germs and keeps you wonderfully warm in winter and cool in summer (only God could invent that, right?!)

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Lastly, I want to again recommend a product called VIRATTACK I found a couple of years ago on vitacost.com that brings healing from viruses extremely quickly.  So much better than the terrible HOT concoction I've made before, these little drops dissolve into a glass of water without much taste, and go to work very quickly to fight some of the worst viruses.

May the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob keep you safe and healthy this winter season, and may you be blessed and bless others with some of these wonderful, healing products.

AND DON'T FORGET TO VISIT MY WEBSITE FOR INSPIRING CDs and BOOKS as you look for gifts that will uplift and edify friends and family in the faith!!  My prices are also very low and you will bless this ministry greatly with your orders.

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HAPPY HANUKKAH AND BLESSINGS IN OUR SOON-COMING KING AND DELIVERER!
Kelly

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Keep Digging!

Genesis 26:17-22:
So Isaac moved away from there and encamped in the Valley of Gerar and settled there. Isaac reopened the wells that had been dug in the time of his father Abraham, which the Philistines had stopped up after Abraham died, and he gave them the same names his father had given them. Isaac's servants dug in the valley and discovred a well of fresh water there. But the herdsmen of Gerar quarreled with Isaac's herdsmen and said, "The water is ours!" So he named the well Esek {quarrel} because they quarreled with him. Then they dug another well, but they quarreled over that one also, so he named it Sitnah {opposition}. He moved on from there and dug another well, and no one quarreled over it. He named it Rehoboth, saying "Now the LORD has given us room and we will flourish in the land. 

As I studied these passages, the Holy Spirit began speaking to me and giving me very profound revelation of the parallel Isaac experienced with these wells, and what we have gone through in the past eight years trying to found a fellowship that could operate in love and unity.  First, Isaac went back to RE-OPEN the wells of his father.  That was a good thing! Abraham was a tower of faith, a righteous man, and a man through whom God would choose to bring the seed of the Messiah.  In other words, he himself was a "well," producing living water.  Isaac understood it was time to go back and re-open those wells, in order for his line to produce fruit and flourish.  However, he first encountered people who chose to quarrel with him and oppose him, rather than embrace his vision. Obviously they were a selfish people, not willing to compromise, or as the teachers used to say when we were in elementary school, "does not play well with others"!  They insisted "the water is ours" and refused to work with Isaac in the spirit of community.  So, those first two wells were named Quarrel and Opposition.  That could easily be referring to a majority of Messianic communities and/or church fellowships couldn't it? 

Yet, Isaac persevered.  He did not give up! I believe he was moved by the Spirit of God and the solid counsel and inheritance of his father, to keep digging!  By the time he dug the third well we are told that no one quarreled with him and Isaac interpreted that to mean that God had given him room, or space, in the land; a space where they could plant and the water could freely flow and where the people could be in a peaceful, loving community, sharing the living water with one another.

This is exactly what has happened to us in our own local experience. It appears that the time of all the quarreling and division is coming to an end, and as we have established this new fellowship, the Door of Hope, the Lord has given us room (in the form of a beautiful old church building), where we might truly become such a unified family in Messiah.  It has been thrilling to watch what is happening in this Rehoboth well we have dug here in our small town! People are not only coming into unity, but returning to the important principles of giving, outreach to the poor and the orphans, and evangelism of the Gospel.  And what happens when a community is in that kind of loving accord?

Genesis 26:23-25
From there he went up to Beersheba. That night the LORD appeared to him and said, "I am the God of your father Abraham. Do not be afraid, for I am with you; I will bless you and will increase the number of your descendants for the sake of my servant Abraham. Isaac built an altar there and called on the name of YEHOVAH. There he pitched a tent, and there his servants dug a well.

That's what happens! The LORD shows up! When He finds a people who are no longer quarreling selfishly and opposing one another, but rather coming together to worship at the well of Living Water (Yeshua), He shows up and He blesses!  He lets us know that He is with us to bless us, and to increase our numbers. And our response must be to "build Him an altar" of worship - and then keep digging as Isaac did! Water represents life  - mayim chaim in Hebrew - and everything we do together as a community should be producing life. 

Isaac moved from the wells of Quarreling and Opposition and Room, all the way to the well at Beersheba, which means Well of Seven. In Hebrew the number seven represents perfection, or completion. Have we arrived at perfection and the Well of Seven? No...but the important thing is that we are no longer a people divided; we are people who have come together to re-open the wells of our father Abraham by learning to keep God's Torah, His loving teaching and instruction, and keep digging into His Word as we journey on to the Well of Seven!


Monday, November 3, 2014

Are You Ready to Do My Will?

In the shalom of this morning's soft rainfall I am reflecting on the past two years of Shabbats, which John and I were (for the most part) able to observe as a true day of REST.  We would get up when we felt like it, but not get dressed! Heading straight for a cup of coffee or tea, we would grab our Bibles and find a comfy, sunny corner where we could get into the Word of God and spend the whole morning with Him, delighting in the revelation the Spirit would bring as we read and talked together. 

I had many seasons like that before I was married also; quiet seasons with my Lord and Husband, when He would spend hours teaching me and writing His Torah upon my heart. I am grateful for those seasons now, for I perceive that everything has shifted, and we are in a time of mighty acceleration, urgency and testing.  For me, it has been a tough year indeed, a roller coaster ride of profound and life-changing events. John's very serious heart attack in January left us reeling with concerns about his health, but did not deter us from the plans God had to send us to Israel in March and Kenya in June! He used those amazing journeys to produce far more fruit than we could have imagined. We grasped the whole, enormous vision of Yehovah's restoration of all Israel, re-gathering His family and restoring His Land.  It became so real and personal as we met the people in Israel who work tirelessly toward this Godly goal, guided and empowered by His Spirit.  And we could not have imagined that as we made the challenging treks through the mountains and valleys of northern Kenya, teaching in the schools and bringing greatly needed financial aid to the orphans, it would spawn a whole new effort to establish a foundation there that would equip and facilitate the work of Jesus in this area, begun by our very dear friend, Rev. Samuel. Indeed, even a medical clinic was established to visit the sixty-plus children on top of that mountain and many urgent life-needs never before met are now being provided. All glory to God!

After Kenya we felt we had surely come home to a time of rest and refreshment, but instead I entered into a stressful, but holy time of seeing my parents through their last days.  As you know, they passed away together in late August, right in the midst of the amazing time when God was leading us to found a whole new fellowship here in Eaton.  There wasn't much time to grieve my loss! We have thrown ourselves mind, body and spirit into transforming this old, abandoned church building into a sparkling, newly-painted and carpeted tabernacle for the Living God!  Last Shabbat we had exactly 80 people come into the Sanctuary (including 25 children) and this old 1908-built church was filled with worship, prayer, the flowing of the Ruach and the teaching of the Word.

We can know for sure that this is all the plan and the work of Yehovah, because the enemy has persisted in trying to take out my husband! He was taken to the hospital by ambulance from our home on October 20th and spent that whole week there being treated for a serious G.I. bleed, losing about half the blood in his body! Scripture tells us that "the life is in the blood," and this was all so clearly demonstrated for me as John once again battled for life! Ultimately it took a blood transfusion and two endoscopies to bring him back to health and today he is on the mend once again.  We are calling John "Lazarus," now -- he has defied life-threatening situations three times in our short 3-1/2 year marriage and by God's grace he is still with me.

It is indeed a season of testing, and in last week's Torah portion I gleaned more understanding of what this is all about. In Genesis 12:1 the LORD says to Abram, "Leave your country, your people and your father's household and go to the land I will show you."  The Hebrew for this Torah portion is Lech Lecha, which means "go forth" or more accurately, "go for yourself" or "go by yourself." It is a call to radical obedience; a call to live a life separate from all that you knew, and all that was comfortable. It also implies, as our friend Rabbi Jay Howard, pointed out: "a question God asked Abram: 'ARE YOU READY TO DO MY WILL?'

The season of quiet shalom in God's Word was of great value. We needed to have it written on our hearts so that now, in these days of great testing and trial, we could walk it out, doing HIS will (not ours), and being equipped with the faith Abram had to overcome the attacks of all the enemies in the land, and prevail with God's grace and great love.

It is not because of anything that we have done that there is a powerful move of God on the mountains of Ephraim in Israel, and the mountains in northern Kenya! It is not because of anything we have done that John continues to conquer the enemy's attempts to take his life. It is only because we believe in YESHUA (Jesus), our Mighty Redeemer, and have faith that whatever HE causes us to do and wherever HE leads us is the right way. Undoubtedly it will no be the easy way or the way we have gone before, but it WILL be the right way. Yeshua was the Promise given to Abraham in Genesis 12:3 - and He is the Promise given to us. And so I do not fear. My life and my husband's life are in His hands. And I know that I know that when we lech lecha (go forth believing) God has the power to do what He has promised.

Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him. He did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had power to do what He had promised. (Romans 4:18, 20-21).

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Thursday, October 2, 2014

His Glory Appears Over You

The death of one's parents - especially occurring together - has such a profound impact, that everything else disappears into its shadow for a while.  The great joy that they are safely together in the arms of Yeshua is mixed with the sorrow that I won't be hearing Mom's contagious giggle or enjoying Dad's hilarious sense of humor. There is a void that none other can fill when a parent dies; yet I have to confess that upon returning to Colorado, I have had to move on rather swiftly to keep up with all that the LORD is doing here in the new little community He named "Door of Hope."

We have a little website posted now and you can view it here: Door of Hope

When the Spirit first led us to this wonderful, old church building, and told us this would be the place where HE wanted to do a NEW THING, I felt like Moses crying out, "Can't you send somebody else? Can't Aaron go for you?"  That was the voice of weariness and exhaustion; but it was soon replaced by the voice of obedience. I know the Lord is looking for obedience first, but perhaps there was even a similar moment when our Glorious Savior Yeshua uttered, in a voice of weariness, "....nevertheless, not my will but Yours be done."

His will is indeed being done now that four of us who shepherd this community have said "yes" and then gotten out of His way! Each Shabbat since August 16th there have been about sixty people streaming through the "Door of Hope," hungry to get closer to God and to one another.  The Body of Messiah in our area had become fractured, divided over issues that really have no significance in the whole glorious plan of Salvation in Yeshua.  I am so encouraged that we are learning to set aside our differences, and instead focus on how we can become the embodiment of Yeshua's High Priestly prayer in John 17:22:  "I have given them the glory that You gave Me, that they may be one as we are one."

The word glory is the key to this unity of the Body.  God's glory is manifested through His Presence among us.  To seek His glory is to seek His Presence, to be intimately connected to His heart and His mind, to be one with Him, just as Yeshua prayed in this passage.  Finally, we are beginning to understand that we must enter into this glory, in order to overcome the darkness of this age we are living in. 

An awesome and powerful prophecy for this new Hebrew year of 5775 just came forth from Phyllis Ford, a woman whom I know hears the Voice of the Lord.  She wrote, "Many statements have been made concerning this year. One of them is that this year will represent GRACE. Though that is true the grace that we are referring to carries with it the Lord's strength and power. The Father’s light and glory is the power of this grace. It refers to His ability to accomplish things that we are not able to do in our own strength. This last year represents the year of the open door, but this year Yeshua enters into the door and extends His great light and revelation

Of course this word impacted me strongly, as I received the Father's confirmation for the Door of Hope!  For the last ten years I have operated under the name DoorKeeper Ministries - and now, at His direction, DoorKeeper Ministries has opened the Door of Hope in the midst of the Valley of Trouble (Hosea 2:15).  Though the threats of terror and horrific violence through ISIS and the fears of dreadful pandemics such as Ebola are encompassing us all around, in the Valley of Trouble, we can arm ourselves with the grace of God, which is truly His strength and power!!  His glory and light arising upon US will increase as the darkness of the earth and the peoples grows heavier.  Isaiah 60:1-2 is the passage I have been proclaiming all of last year, to call God's people to see that these are simultaneous occurrences!


Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the LORD rises upon you.
See, darkness covers the earth and thick darkness is over the peoples,
but the LORD rises upon you and His glory appears over you!!

It is time now, beloved, to seek the LORD as never before.  Seek His Presence. Spend time with Him in His Word. Set aside the distractions that keep you from having time with Him. As the world gets darker, you are called to become His light. This year Yeshua (Jesus) enters into the door and extends His great light and revelation. His glory arises upon you. Enter into this holy fast of Yom Kippur with this Scripture on your hearts (Hebrews 10:19-23):
Therefore, brothers, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, His body, and since we have a Great High Priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful!"

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Mingle Them Together

Song of Songs 8:7 "Many waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot sweep it away."

My parents' great love story continues to swell in my heart so often these days.  My sister and I had asked Dad to please tell us where to scatter ashes after their deaths and he had only one request: "Mingle them together. Whoever dies first, keep the ashes until the other one dies and then mingle us together."  Of course.  What else would matter to him except that they be together even unto death? What else caused him to look upon her dying body and then go on ahead of her to make sure everything was prepared?  It still seems surreal to me.

But there have been a couple of times since then that have begun to make it all real. First was when we went to the grocery store to pick up a local newspaper so that we could have copies of their obituaries. There they were, side by side, the pictures of each of their faces shining out at us with enormous light and joy. "Did this really happen?" I wondered. They had told us for years that they would die together. In all those Arizona retirement years Dad joked that they had a plan to drive their car over the Grand Canyon together when they were old and it was time to go! God honored their greatest wish, but fortunately in a much easier, gentler manner!

On the way back home to Colorado, John and I stopped at the place where Mom and Dad first met, when he was a Navy sailor and she a college student, during World War II.  We found a very old grove of trees where they might have spread out a blanket and had a picnic, and maybe shared a kiss or two - and there we mingled their ashes together and scattered them beneath a big, shady tree. 

Then once at home, having to deal with financial issues, I had to fill out some paperwork and include BOTH death certificates. There they lay on my dining room table, side by side, those stark green certificates, the proof that they are really gone from us. One for my mother and one for my father. This time it really hit hard and lots of tears escaped from deep inside.  It doesn't matter how old you are when your parents die, does it?  It still hurts just as much.  But their love story is such a testimony, such a legacy for our children and grandchildren that the sweet savor of it overwhelms the sadness.

I sent letters out to all the old friends still in Mom's address book to notify them of their passing.  The phone calls I've received this week have been another precious blessing. The girls who were the first best friends of my very young life in the town of Ferguson, Missouri called and wrote me. Suddenly I was catapulted back into the 1950s and connected once again to families that formed my beginning, and it was so astonishing to discover how much they remembered and how much they cared! 

Two days before Dad died he asked me, "Do you remember the movie The Notebook?"  I gave him a wry smile and said, "Yes, Dad, I know you are living it aren't you?" He nodded. And then somehow he re-wrote the script a little, but managed to achieve the same, great dramatic ending to a lifelong love story! Okay, I know it is only God who gives and takes life - and I'm so grateful to HIM for granting my parents' greatest wish - but it sure seemed like Daddy had it somehow planned out; because many waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot sweep it away.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

In Loving Memory of My Parents

In July 2013 I wrote a blog about the most difficult week of my life - taking my two elderly parents to Illinois where my sister lives, and separating them - Mom into an Alzheimer's unit and Dad into assisted living care.  I know that many people go through this difficult step; however, I am convinced that my parents had a marriage so exceptional, so awe-inspiring, that this separation was just unthinkable for us all.  You see, they never did anything apart. Back in their happy retirement years in Arizona, Dad once told me he wanted to join a barbershop quartet forming in their trailer park, but decided not to because Mom couldn't be part of it. In the same visit, Mom told me she had noticed there was a women's billiards group and she thought that would be fun, but she declined because Dad couldn't come! That's just the way they were -- nothing had any meaning for them if the other wasn't there to share it.

That will help you understand what a great miracle this past week was for all of us, as God orchestrated things to bring them back together for their last three days on this earth.  Mom (age 90) was already in a nursing home after having had a blood clot removed from her arm. Then Dad (age 91) had a heart attack two weeks ago and after a brief hospitalization, he was released to skilled nursing care. The wonderful people at Mom's nursing home sprang into action and arranged it so that they could have beds in the same room and be room-mates one more, last time! I was remembering the hotel room we put them in on the way out to Illinois last year, and how Dad woke up the next morning in a wash of tears, lamenting, "That was my last night sleeping next to my bride." Little did he know that God is bigger than that, and HE would find a way to bring them back together just before He brought them home.

On August 24 in the morning my Daddy died. He was small of stature, but a larger-than-life personality. His heroic battle of the last 10 years - to meet every need of his dementia-stricken wife - finally came to an end. He fought for her like a valiant soldier. He put rouge and lipstick on her when she still wanted to look pretty. He lovingly combed her hair and picked out her clothes each day. It was all about his "Mama," his Patty, his "war bride." Now he has left this world like a Jewish bridegoom and gone to prepare a place for his bride to come!

I will always remember Daddy's precious hour of death. Holy and precious in the eyes of God is the death of His saints. "Get my teeth!" he managed to order us, in his weak, squeaky voice. We protested, "Daddy, you won't need your dentures. You'll have real teeth!" He would not take no for an answer. "Get my teeth please!" So we fetched the old dentures from the bathroom and my sister Lonnie popped them into his mouth. "Now put on my glasses," he squeaked. I placed them gingerly on his face. He seemed to have one last, urgent request. "Now raise me up and turn me so I can see Mama." He was so weak he couldn't turn to his side, so I raised up his bed, then lifted his frail body and turned him so he could see his beloved, breathing softly in sleep in the bed beside him. She was the last thing he wanted to see and he wanted to look good for her!

Then we laid him back down and he kept whispering a word that I could not quite discern. Finally I realized he was saying "quit." "Do you want me to leave the room, Daddy, or do we need to quit doing something?" I asked. The voice was fading softer than a whisper now as he feebly answered me, "No. I quit!" I got it. He was resigning! Resigning from a job he'd gladly held for almost seventy years: providing for and taking care of his bride. We both told him, "It's okay, Daddy. You can quit. The Lord is saying to you, 'Well done, good and faithful servant.'" He nodded his head and whispered, "I want to go home." Then he gave two great gasps for air and was gone from us. We both stood there, holding his little bald head in our hands, and let the tears flow. He had died of a broken heart. It was one of the world's great love stories: the little polio-stricken "crippled girl" from Bonne Terre, Missouri who giggled all the time met the crazy Italian sailor from Milwaukee and the rest is history! They jitterbugged their way through 70 years until their bodies grew too old and frail. How blessed I was to be holding you, Dad, in the holy moment of your death, and see you safely home.

Now all attention turned toward Mom. She had a lucid moment when her eyes were fully engaged with mine and so I took that moment to tell her that Daddy had died and was waiting for her to come too. She must have processed that information overnight because the next day (August 25) she was awake and distraught all day. She had a look of fear and grief on her face and the hospice nurse told us that she was trying to grieve her loss but was unable to say anything, or moan or cry out. But as we sat and prayed with her, and sang hymns to her, a few great big tears escaped from her eyes and rolled down her cheeks. It tore my heart out. The hospice nurse compassionately gave orders for some shots that would ease her pain and bring calm to her spirit; by evening she was breathing quietly and sleeping.

Everyone left the room but me and I began to feel the atmosphere in the room change into a holy hush. I prostrated myself on the cold floor and began crying out to God for an end to Mom's grievously long struggle. I felt angelic Presence in the room, so I just began praising and worshiping the Lord. Then Lonnie and my husband John came back into the room and realized what was taking place there. John sat in prayerful silence while the two daughters of our mother went into deep intercession and worship. We praised God for Mom's wonderful long life. We thanked Him that in His mercy Daddy went before. We thanked Him for their 70-year marriage that blessed and inspired us all, a legacy of a Godly marriage modeled for their grandchildren.

Then Lonnie and John both left to get a little sleep and I remained at Mom's side. The only sounds in the room were the ticking clock and Mom's rhythmic breathing. All life had left her eyes - they stared at me without any recognition or expression. It was hard to look at this person and know that she was my mother; the sparkle and the giggle had faded away into silence.

By about 2:30 a.m. I knew I couldn't keep my eyes open any long, so I lay my head on her pillow, next to her head. Her warm breath blowing on me was ever-so-sweet, knowing that it wouldn't be very long before all breathing ceased. It was now about 4:00 a.m. on August 26. John came back into the room to check on us. By 5:00 a.m. I knew death was close, so I called Lonnie and she returned immediately. With her in prayer on one side of the bed and me whispering soft words of release and blessing on the other side, my mother let out two long, quiet breaths and departed from us. Lonnie  lifted both her hands up to God, and in unexpected, pure joy she shouted, "Hallelujah, Mommy! You're free! Bye bye Mommy! No more Alzheimers! No more crying! No more little polio leg! We love you! Say hi to Daddy for us!" And so, 42 hours after Dad passed to glory, it was all over. We barely shed a tear this time, so greatly relieved that her long, arduous struggle was over.

She always did whatever Dad said. She went when he went and came back when he came back. She laughed when he laughed and cried when he cried. She lived when he lived and died when he died.

Bye, bye Mommy! You're free! Say hi to Daddy for us!






Tuesday, July 29, 2014

No More Sting, No more Terror

In these days I feel like I am floating from present to past to future to present...and around again. Assimilating from Kenyan culture back to American culture always carries with it a wide variety of emotions; one is overcome by the simple blessings of hot water showers, working toilets, and such an abundance and variety of foods - yet one is also aware of the simple but powerful joy that fills the Kenyan heart and is lacking in our TV/tablet/cell phone-staring culture. Even my grandchildren came back feeling a bit depressed because everyone here is texting instead of talking, arguing about God instead of worshiping Him!

In the weeks after our return John and I were feeling a stirring to once again begin leading a fellowship. Every time I sought the Holy Spirit on the subject I heard two words: "holding pattern." I knew the Lord was busy preparing things behind the scenes; but miraculously, the holding pattern did not last long! We went out for a walk a week ago Sunday and I was greatly impressed that the Voice of the Spirit was telling me to go look at an old abandoned church building in our small town. I had passed this building on my walks a hundred times and always wondered why it was empty.

In obedience to the Spirit, we went straight there and found a young man working in the yard. We asked, "Do you know anything about this building?" He replied, "Yes, I own it." We were so surprised, thinking the place was abandoned. We asked if it might contain a room that we could rent for prayer and worship gatherings. He literally jumped to his feet and elatedly cried out, "I've been praying for you to come!  I've been praying for SOMEONE to come and use this building for the glory of God!"

There is much more to tell as this amazing story unfolds, but I will leave that for another time. The main thing is that the vision John and I have held close to our hearts for the past few years seems to be coming to fruition now in a rapid way. We have believed God gave us a burden and a mandate to be ready for the great harvest that is yet to come, in the midst of chaos and collapse. We have both had a sense of urgency to have a ministry in place that would minister the Gospel of salvation in Yeshua to broken, hurting people. In other words, we have felt that the time is NOW to use the deposit of the Word that has been placed within us to feed the starving people who never knew Him. 
Amos 8:11 says, "The time is surely coming when I will send a famine on the land - not a famine of bread or water, but of hearing the Word of the Lord."

Right now I am in Illinois following my mother's surgery to remove a blood clot, and yesterday we placed her into hospice care.  She is 90 and suffers from Alzheimer's and Post-Polio Syndrome. She can no longer walk, can barely talk, and is refusing most food.  We know her days here are numbered and together with my sister and my father, we are praying her earnestly home to her well-deserved Rest.  Her earthly "tent" is fading away. I've spent the last two days with my sister in precious prayer and singing over our mother. Yesterday she quietly but clearly told me, "I have to go bye bye." I released her to go home and thanked her for being a loving, God-fearing mother.  We have reminisced about our childhoods, and that takes me to the past. We have worked with Hospice workers to ensure that she will remain comfortable and well-cared for, and that is my present.  But in the midst of all this, the future looks glorious, in all that the Lord is planning!

I am reading an old David Wilkerson booklet of prophecy, entitled Set the Trumpet to Thy Mouth. It is from 1985, and many of you may remember it. He was a powerful prophet, ahead of his time (as all true prophets are). So as I read his words on page 15, I clearly see our future. This is what we are to be doing from this day forward, and this is what we have set our hearts and minds to do:
"Seeing therefore that the time is short, let us be diligent. Knowing the hour is late, let us redeem the time. We will work while it is yet day, before the night comes and no man can work. We will preach and teach and go into all nations witnessing - as though judgment will never come. We will believe for the greatest outpouring of the Spirit ever. We will pray for one last great harvest. The overcomers who are ready for anything are the most effective witnesses. This is the time! No hiding! No mountain cabins of escape! No caves or shelters! No stockpiles of food or weapons or water. God's holy remnant can look death right in the face and say, 'I fear you not! There is no more sting, no more terror. I am ready to be offered.'"

So it is for my mother.  So it is for me.

Monday, July 14, 2014

Our God is an Iron Dome Defense System!


Day after day, night after night the people of Israel have been dealing with the very real threat of injury or death in an explosion from the rockets launched by Hamas; yet through these last seven days of heavy cross-fire, not one Jewish life has been lost. One could attribute that miracle to Israel's amazing Iron Dome Missile Defense System - but I see the Hand of the God of Israel all over this war, which Israel has named OPERATION PROTECTIVE EDGE.


Iron dome.JPG
No weapon formed against you shall prosper!
I looked on the internet to learn how the Iron Dome technology works, and was not surprised to see that the article - though intending to be scientific in its explanation - was actually lining up perfectly with the 91st Psalm! This gave me great delight, remembering that while we were in Israel in  March, we were stopping each time we came across I.D.F. soldiers so that we could give them the bandanas we had. They were green camo print with the 91st psalm written on them - so when the soldiers put them on, they were wrapped in the Word of the "Iron Dome" and covered.  Watch how the explanation of this technology lines up with the promises of our God. Words from this internet article are in italics:

The name Iron Dome evokes an image of a protective bubble over a city. 
I will say of my God He is my refuge and my fortress...He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge.

In practice, it targets incoming rockets and fires an interceptor missile to destroy them in the air.
His faithfulness is your shield and rampart.

The radar detects a rocket launch and passes information regarding its path to the control center, which calculates the predicted point of impact," the IDF said. "If this location justifies an interception, a missile is fired to intercept the rocket. The payload of the interceptor missile explodes near the rocket, in a place that is not expected to cause injuries."
A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.

Iron Dome confronts multiple threats simultaneously, in all weather conditions, the military said. 
You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.

Those who trust in the God of Israel are covered by His Protective Edge!  We should also be praying Psalm 125 in these days, as we cry out to Him for justice and mercy:

Those who trust in the LORD are like Mount Zion, which cannot be shaken, but endures forever.
As the mountains surround Jerusalem, so the LORD surrounds His people both now and forevermore.
The scepter of the wicked will not remain over the land allotted to the righteous!
Do good, O LORD, to those who are good, to those who are upright in heart.
But those who turn to crooked ways the LORD will banish with the evildoers
Peace be upon Israel.

Amen and amen!

 

Saturday, June 28, 2014

The Coming War

John has been meditating on Psalm 118 for well over a year now.  We spent the better part of this Shabbat morning in the latter verses of this psalm of David, and the LORD has blessed us with some crucial understanding for our time. 
 Psalm 118:10-12:
 All the nations surrounded me, but in the name of the Lord I cut them off.
 They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them off.
 They swarmed around me like bees, but they died out as quickly as burning thorns; in the name of the Lord I cut them off. 


This appears to be repetitive - three times the psalmist says "they surrounded me and in the name of the Lord I cut them off."  Is this simply for emphasis, or is it three separate events, which result in the same supernatural victory?  Some believe that there are three prophetic fulfillments of these verses throughout the Bible, i.e., David is surrounded by his enemies but saved by God, then Yeshua is surrounded by his enemies at the time of his trial and crucifixion, but God cut them off and brought victory, and lastly, Israel is surrounded by her enemies like bees encircling her, but they are destroyed and cut off by the Lord.  

Then there is the commentary of Jewish Rabbis, who claim that this is a three-fold process of the end-time war (Gog/Magog of Ezekiel 38-39).  They state that (1) the close neighbors of Israel surround her first, then (2) the nations from a distance also surround her, and (3) the whole great swarm of Israel's enemies encircle and attack her, but are cut off by God.

No matter which of these interpretations are correct, it led us to read the Scriptures again in Psalm 83 and Ezekiel 38-39 and ponder the wars and rumors of wars we see and hear forming against Israel. Are we to pray against these wars? Are we even to pray against the great judgments of Almighty God that are surely soon to be poured out against His enemies?

I am careful to counsel people NOT to pray against God's Word.  The things that are written in the prophecies of Ezekiel, Obadiah, Hosea, Daniel, the psalms and Revelation MUST happen, because God has already written it.  The third temple must be built, in order to fulfill these prophecies. The enemies of Israel must form this Islamic Caliphate that we see coming together right now, in order to bring forth God's glory as He destroys them and supernaturally saves Israel.  The fall of America must surely have to happen in order for America to seek God and His righteousness and His saving grace in Yeshua.

So, all of this led us this morning to an email posted on the internet, dated Sept 2, 2012, but with no author.  It is the most powerful piece I have ever yet read to the Body of Messiah in our day, and I am compelled to share it with you.  I assume that the author intended the glory to go to God and not himself or herself.  Please read and understand these MOST IMPORTANT WORDS from this anonymous author in Israel, whom I believe must have been anointed by the Holy Spirit to write it! He(or she) reminds us that the awesome coming judgments are actually "the cry of those who so love God that they are willing to suffer any loss and go through any hardship in order that His glory and righteous judgments would be known over all the earth."
Shabbat Shalom,
Kelly


The Coming War
September 2, 2012  
Email from Israel

Since Israel's 6 day victory in 1967, our subsequent military engagements have not gone so well.  The Yom Kippur war in 1973 was a hair's breath from disaster. The fruit of our actions in Gaza and Lebanon has been less than decisive, and rockets continue to land in our southern cities.
The days of untouchable military supremacy seem to be behind us.  The certainty of unequivocal US support has also vanished. Our confidence in the survival of the nation is rapidly coming down to God and God alone, and so it must be.

Iran's build-up and support of Hezbollah goes on unabated, while Hamas and the PA sit across the street watching and waiting for an opportunity to bring us one inch closer to destruction.  

We cannot ignore these conditions any more than we would say that black clouds have nothing to do with rain. The longer it waits, the stronger and more determined they all become.  However, it remains a foundational error to think the unfolding and outcome of this moment will be determined by the will and desires of men, as plausible as it might appear.  More than anywhere else in the world, what concerns Israel will unfold according to the sovereign will and plans of God.  Our perspective on war has never been if.  And though the matter of when looms large on our list of questions, we sense the greater need is to understand what He is doing why He is doing it and what He wants us to do.

Beloved, let us fervently pray for the body of Messiah in Israel and the nations to be made ready.  If our mind and heart are not rightly aligned with the thoughts and purposes of God, we will be of little use in the hour of testing.  It’s like when a plane is getting ready for takeoff and the cabin crew gives the emergency instructions.  Parents are directed to first put on their oxygen masks, and then their childrens.  Though the nations be shaken to their foundations, they are not at the epicentre of the coming quake.  We are...and we are going to need your help.  Beyond what we may or may not understand, we believe that the single most determining factor in how we walk through the coming days will be the depth of our passion for the revelation of His glory.  The manifestation of His glory is in the revelation of His nature.  The revelation of His nature is in the knowledge of His ways.  A living knowledge of His ways is only truly actualized in and through God’s righteous judgments.  So why do we cry out for God to withhold His judgments as if they were a bad thing?  They alone reveal things for what they are.  They are the measure of truth.  They are the foundation for sowing and reaping.  They are the foundation of eternity.  God’s doesn’t just say things.  He doesn’t just show things.  He gives us to experience the essence of what things are by allowing us to eat the fruit of the seeds we’ve given our lives to nurture.  King David understood this, praised God for His judgments, and was helped by them.  Psalm 119:164,175

Often we pray according to our own understanding...how things affect our loved ones, our nation, and us.  Is it right to ask or even expect God to bring forth good fruit from good seed and hold back bad fruit from bad seed?  Are we more concerned with how things affect us or how they affect Him?  Who are we really living for?  Adam and Eve experienced the fruit of their actions immediately.  Why should it be any different for us?  God has not changed. Every action having an equal and opposite reaction is a law applying to all of life, not just the visible realm.  Yet God has chosen, for a time, to suspend the laws of nature and hold back the forthcoming judgments, which are indelibly inscribed into every atom of creation.  When we cry out for the Holy Spirit to come, what we are asking for?  What do we envision? In that day the world will know sin, righteousness, and judgment.  As long as God holds back that which is rightfully due, the wicked think they are fine and the righteousness of God is held in derision.  This grace to us costs Him dearly.

Generally speaking, when disaster comes we grieve for a time, maybe go to a few special meetings, and then it’s back to life as usual.  But for some, as in southern Israel and areas of grave natural disaster, life does not snap back to normal.  However, for most of the Western world the arena of battle, conflict, and judgment is still “out there somewhere.”  This dynamic is about to change...it needs to change.  Whether by war, natural disaster, economic collapse, or obama-nation, everyone will know if his house is founded on the Rock or built on sand.  For a long time we thought Maranatha meant “Come, Lord Jesus. “ Well, it does, with one small addition.  It is an exclamation as the Lord draws near for judgment (Strong’s #3134).  It is the cry of those who so love God that they are willing to suffer any loss and go through any hardship in order that His glory and righteous judgments would be known over all the earth.  It is the cry of those who are ready to stand in the gap, knowing that the enemy is quite accustomed to going through that hole in the fence.  It is the cry of the Spirit and the Bride.

In closing, we want to be very clear and specific about our personal perceptions and expectations.  Only a small percentage of the Body is ready for what is about to happen in the world.  Most are asleep dreaming they are awake. The condition of Israel naturally is a reflection of the condition of the Body spiritually.  On all levels…personally, corporately and nationally…we tend to be issue-oriented and not get to the root problems and dysfunctions.  Israel, as a nation, is far from God and not getting closer.  The politically motivated, unprincipled ways of our leaders exhibit no signs of meaningful change in the foreseeable future.  The religious system continues as an instrument of darkness to bind the minds and blind the hearts of many true seekers.  In the past two weeks, due to a dire frustration with our social system, three people attempted to set themselves on fire.  Two succeeded and one has died.  Prior to this, such actions were unimaginable in our society.  We take this as an indicator of a spirit of hopelessness and desperation prevalent in the nation, yet not fully acknowledged by those in positions of influence and power.  Maintaining the status quo works to the advantage of our enemies and will increase our casualties in the coming war.

Contrary to how it might appear, God is the one moving the pieces on the game board.  The voices claiming prophetic unction are quite diverse in their predictions.  We expect things to soon change dramatically and forever.  We have no specific word concerning when, but expect it could be anytime from a few months to a few years.  The Spirit of the Lord may say nothing specific about dates until just before it happens.  We are to be ready starting now.  We expect that the cost of America’s compromise of truth for life style may run as high as their freedom.  We expect the losses to be suffered by Israel in the coming conflict will be of a dimension never before experienced.  We expect Tel Aviv to be the enemy’s primary target.  We expect the fear of the Lord to be released in our midst.  We expect lovers of truth everywhere to awaken and seek the Lord.  We expect God’s judgments to bring comfort to all those that long for His Glory.

Psalm 118:10-19 All the nations surrounded me, but in the name of the Lord I cut them off.
11 They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them off.
12 They swarmed around me like bees, but they died out as quickly as burning thorns; in the name of the Lord I cut them off.
13 I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me.
14 The Lord is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation.
15 Shouts of joy and victory resound in the tents of the righteous: “The Lord’s right hand has done mighty things!
16 The Lord’s right hand is lifted high; the Lord’s right hand has done mighty things!”
17 I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the Lord has done.
18 The Lord has chastened me severely, but he has not given me over to death.
19 Open for me the gates of righteousness; I will enter and give thanks to the Lord.




Thursday, June 19, 2014

We Are in Trouble


I miss Kenya. I miss being in a nation where the President is a true believer in Yeshua/Jesus, and the God of Israel.  I miss being around people who do not have their faces glued to small screens all day long, but are still enjoying real-life, animated conversations with one another, sharing their lives in person instead of on Facebook. They still call their friends and family on the telephone so they can hear one another's voices.  Their children still run down the street to play with other children instead of sitting at home and texting them. Their worship is simple and pure, a true sacrifice of praise.  This picture shows one of the churches where Rev. Maina gathers the local tribes together to worship the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.  The church is a tree!  They built a few wooden pews out of logs and there they gather under the big, leafy branches and joyfully sing praises to God, without any of the trappings of modern religion.

We came home to the news of more IRS scandals, lies and deceit, and the outrage of the release of five extremely dangerous Taliban prisoners, in exchange for one American deserter, whose father gave public thanks to allah.  Our nation is in trouble.  I stood before the Open Blessing Ministry congregation in Nairobi and asked them to pray for America.  John prayed the prayer of repentance from Daniel 9 and asked the Kenyans to pray it with us over America. "We have not obeyed the Voice of the LORD our God, to walk in His laws, which He set before us by His servants the prophets ..." (Daniel 9:10)

In today's "Daily Jot," journalist Bill Wilson writes:  

"Americans appear like as Jesus said in Matthew 24:38-39, "For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark. And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away..." Our people, our nation, our leaders seem so self indulged with life, the games of life, the symptoms rather than the cause, that we are unable to begin to understand what is befalling us. Perhaps we have to suspend our disbelief or step outside the powers of persuasion surrounding us to see the truth that is fallen in the streets. People, we have entered a captivity that seems like freedom, but it is so far from God it cannot be free. We are in trouble.

In the wisdom of Christ in Matthew 15:14, we have leaders as the Pharisees of old who are "blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch." Our courts, our congress, our presidency is blind to the principles of God; to the natural consequences of abandoning God's word; to the flood of judgment that may be gathering like a storm cloud over the nation. We have depended too much on hirelings who do not care about you and me and they are deceiving and being deceived. We are in trouble and it will take the full measure of prayer, repentance, and bold action to lift this nation up from the pit of destruction and set it back on the rock of salvation."

 

Two days ago it was reported that a very rare "double tornado" struck the small town of Pilger, Nebraska.  It caused me to wonder, "What does this name 'Pilger' mean? What are you saying, Father, when you send a double tornado, a double warning?" When looking up the word pilger, this is the startling information I got:
"This unusual and interesting surname is of Anglo-Saxon origin, and is either an occupational name for a maker or seller of pilches, or a nickname for a habitual wearer of one of these. A pilch was a kind of coarse leather garment with the hair or fur still on it."

Does this sound familiar to you? One wearing a coarse, hairy garment with leather?
Matthew 3:14:
In those days John the Baptist came preaching in the wilderness of Judea, and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand!” For this is he who was spoken of by the prophet Isaiah, saying:
“The voice of one crying in the wilderness:
‘Prepare the way of the Lord;
Make His paths straight.’”
Now John himself was clothed in camel’s hair, with a leather belt around his waist; 

If we are awake, my friends, the God of Israel is sending MANY amazing and critical signs of the time we are in.  He is crying in the wilderness through the mighty wind of double tornadoes, "PREPARE THE WAY OF THE LORD, MAKE HIS PATHS STRAIGHT!"

He is speaking also through the incredible, last-days sign of the birth of a perfect red heifer. This was the one missing piece for the rebuilding of the Third Temple in Jerusalem. The ashes of the red heifer provide purification for the temple (Numbers 19) - but in the course of known history, there has not been found a heifer without defect that meets the qualifications of the Torah.  That's because it was not yet time!  Hear the voice of Rabbi Chaim Richman, of the Temple Institute in Jerusalem, and see why this is yet another sign for us that our Lord's return is near:

Keep watch! 



 

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Memoirs of our Blessed Journey to Kenya


I am going to have a very difficult time composing this blog. Normally I am never at a loss for words! However, this trip was so profoundly life-changing for all of us, that to try to recount what we experienced seems a daunting task indeed. I will do my best!

John and I are pictured above showing off our very special Pokot tribal gifts.  The area of Kenya where we spent most of our time is mostly inhabited by the Pokot tribe; a people of great joy and love, a people who are hard-working, continually moving in dance and rhythm, and always offering generous hospitality.  They gave John the little wooden seat on which he's perched, and a beautifully carved walking stick.  They dressed me in this hand-embroidered cape and skirt, with a beaded band around my head, and woven basket around my neck!  Pictured with us is Jesca, the Principal of Nasokol Girls School.

We ministered all weekend at this school after first arriving in Kenya.  There are approximately 1,100 female students from grades 9 to 12, and they gathered on Saturday and Sunday for what our host, Rev. Maina, called the "Weekend Challenge."  As we entered the huge auditorium Saturday morning for the first day of worship and teaching, we were completely blown away by the deafening shouting and applause of 1100 young girls! Who are we that we should receive such a greeting? But soon we realized that most of these young people had never personally seen a white person or an American before - and they were greatly excited that we had come from halfway across the world just to visit them and share God's love with them.

I taught them on the meaning of "Sh'ma" - to hear and obey. My lesson was from James 1:19-25, and the Lord gave me much for them about the importance of not just reading God's Word, but DOING it!  Grandson Jackson followed this with his wonderful teaching on the 10 commandments, in which he applied each commandment to today's world, and we could see that he was getting through to all these precious African girls, most of whom could recite the commandments, but certainly didn't understand that they are all still relevant today!  My granddaughter Jayde taught them in the afternoon about Purity, and she challenged 1100 young girls to keep abstinence until marriage, exhorting them to value their virginity and their own personal beauty and worth as daughters of the Most High God.  I could see from their faces that this was an entirely new perspective for them, and I was deeply moved.  How often, if ever, had they been told they are beautiful and worthy of waiting for God's chosen husbands?

The Spirit had given me an urgency about taking these two grandchildren on this trip, but I really didn't realize the importance of this until after we got over there and found ourselves ministering to Kenyan youth day after day.  It was all about the next generation, and it was SO much more impactful to them to hear all this from two kids their own age than it would have been for them to listen to some more people even older than their teachers!  :)  In fact, as I watched Jayde and Jackson interact with and minister to all these young African kids, I had a very unexpected, profound sense that the Spirit was telling me I am "passing on the mantle" of all my evangelistic work to these two young grandchildren.  That was a bittersweet thought!

On Sunday all the students of the Nasokol Girls School, plus teaching staff, plus church members from all the various local churches, attended an all-day service. I had two messages planned; the first was to be on the" Restoration of All Israel," and the second on Isaiah 60:1-2, "The Glory of the Lord Has Risen Upon You." I delivered the message on Israel's Restoration, with the help of a very passionate, Spirit-filled interpreter, who met with me beforehand and told me how he and his congregation are all beginning to keep the feasts of Israel. This message was delivered in power, and I could tell by the expressions on the faces of the 2,000+ people in attendance that they were hearing something totally and utterly new.  Joy erupted in the auditorium as many began to embrace the idea that they are a part of Israel; grafted-in heirs of the Covenant! Interestingly, we never had time for me to teach the second message, and so I felt very certain I had delivered exactly what Father wanted these people to hear. We sang some Hebrew songs as well as celebrating the Lord with so many of their own pulsating, exuberant African songs. We danced with them, laughed with them, hugged them till our arms about fell off!

How is it possible to find such unbridled joy in the midst of such poverty? None of us has ever experienced such joy in worship in our own nation, where our lives are easy and comfortable.  The head of the teaching staff and his wife gave up their home for us to have a place to stay all week, and so we experienced life as they know it, although we had probably the nicest dwelling place in the entire area.  The power blacked out frequently during the day; every faucet we had leaked continually. Often the toilet did not work, but we were so grateful for a toilet since most of the time in our travels around Kenya we were squatting over holes in the ground.  There were no refrigerators or stoves in any of the dwellings, but each morning at about 7:00 a.m. our helper, Ben, arrived with a 5-gallon bucket of boiling hot water so we could take warm sponge baths. Then he would boil the milk for us to have Kenyan tea each morning, and oh, what a treat that was!  He boiled both the milk and later some water to hard-cook our eggs over a single-burner propane stove.  Our helper Theresa came mid-week to wash our linens and all our dirty clothing and we saw her washing one garment at a time in a sudsy bucket in our front yard.  Oh, how they blessed us with what they had! And they did it all with huge smiles, loving hearts, willing hands, and that ever-present joy spilling over onto us!

We ministered, taught and sang Monday in the Primary School for boys and girls from first to eighth grade. The power went in and out, but even without keyboard or rhythms, the songs were lifted up and those dancing little bodies never ceased to move! We had brought Rev. Maina the gift of a projector, donated by a generous couple from our fellowship, and he had SO much fun being able to project pictures for the young children, words to songs for the worship, and even some very fun African videos with Biblical songs and messages.  He was moved to tears by the joy of having this new tool for his ministry at the schools.

In mid-week came the highlight of our trip.  We had collected donations for the Orphange and Day Care Center high up in the mountains in the little village of Akeru. We were told the trek up there on foot would be challenging, but had no idea what we were really in for! No vehicles can go up into this steep, difficult terrain, and so we walked the approximately four-mile distance up treacherous, rocky donkey trails. John's walking stick came in very handy, and I had the ever-present Ben to help me negotiate difficult passes over rivers and 45-degree angle rocks! John made this trip with supernatural strength, just 4 months after his heart attack! All your prayers covered us and gave us the endurance for this remarkable journey.

We had no idea what awaited us when we got to the primitive little village of Akeru.  I pray that you are able to open the video below, so that you can marvel - as we did - at the greeting we received by all these precious little children!  Not sure if the video is working or the file is too large, but I hope you can see it.

We gave their school headmaster the donation of money, contributed by several of you -- and there were many tears of gratitude.  He told us the amount we contributed would feed all sixty children for three months, as well as purchasing shoes and little uniforms for those who do not have any.

After a time of singing songs with the children and sharing a hot lunch of rice and some goat meat (a very rare treat for them), we started to leave the village, but a woman came running after me and tapped me on the shoulder, pleading, "Would you pray for my child?"  Her little girl, probably about six years old, looked up at me with dim eyes, and then collapsed onto the ground, vomit spilling from her mouth.  She could not stand up.  I was told she has malaria, and since no vehicle could get up there, she would receive no medical treatment.  I have been around malaria victims in Africa before, and I knew she probably had about six hours before she would succumb to the disease and die.  So we gathered around this precious child and I anointed her head and feet with frankincense oil as we prayed earnestly to the Father to heal her.  The very next night the headmaster reached Rev. Samuel by phone with the thrilling news that the little girl had recovered completely and was healed!  All glory to YHVH Rapha, the Healer! And continued prayers and great blessings for Rev. Maina, who teaches at the school, oversees 7 local churches, and makes this trek up the mountain as often as he can to meet the needs of these children.  He is a mighty man of God and he took us in as his own.

At the end of the week we took the long, grueling bus ride back to Nairobi, where we were hosted all weekend by my friend, Pastor Leah, whom I had met in 2004 in Jerusalem.  She pastors a wonderful, Spirit-filled Pentecostal church called Open Blessings Ministry.  She had written to tell me that she and her congregation were just learning about the feasts of the LORD and wanted me to teach them all I could about keeping the feasts according to the Word.  They were eager students, constantly taking notes and scripture references and soaking up all I taught them like sponges! By no coincidence we were there to teach on Shavu'ot, and I spent the whole morning leading them in a service of waving the two loaves, reading all the Scriptures in fulfillment of this powerful feast day, worshiping the LORD, and offering up prayers of repentance on behalf of the nations of Kenya and America.

Once again warm, loving hospitality was extended to us as we spent those last three days in Pastor Leah's home. It was our desire to stay with these people, embracing their lives, their families and their culture, but I had not realized how much that would mean to them.  Leah told her congregation, "These people have slept where we sleep, eaten what we eat, and walked where we walk. They did not come in demanding a hotel room and a car.  They became one with us and honored us."  Praise God that this touched them so much; but actually the honor was ours.  None of us complained all throughout the mission; we realized that the Spirit was teaching us what it really means to walk in the words of Paul when he said, "...having nothing, yet possessing everything."  Just before we left, the Spirit impressed upon me that 2 Cor 6:4-10 would be the words we must live by as we went. We regard ourselves blessed beyond words to have brought vital, timely understandings of the Word and the Hebraic roots of our faith, plus music, fellowship, financial assistance, and the deep love of Messiah; however, we received life-changing perspectives on what is important in this life and what is not!  I pray that none of us will ever be the same.  And John and I both extend our deepest gratitude to all who helped to make this marvelous journey to Kenya a reality.

I close with one prayer request: please pray that my camera will be found and returned to me. I apparently left it in Nairobi, and am believing with all my heart that it will be found by Leah's congregation and sent back to me. Then I can send out many more pictures to share with you!

Saturday, May 24, 2014

Kenya On My Mind

Kenya is certainly on my mind and my heart as we prepare for our upcoming mission trip. The only thing I have struggled with is teaching for the little ones.  I've been teaching adults for many years, but it's been a very long time since I taught elementary-school-age children and I just couldn't seem to get a grasp on what the Father might want me to teach these children halfway across the globe, in a culture so vastly different than ours.

Well, God is usually not early, but he's NEVER late! I woke up with a start in the middle of the night last night and looked at the clock.  It read 1:19.  "It's been a long time since you woke me up in the night with chapter and verse," I silently prayed.  I closed my eyes again and asked Him,"What book?" To my surprise I heard that still, small voice say, "James."  When I opened my eyes again, the clock said 1:25.  "Ok, Lord James 1:19-25.  I pray this is your message for the children in Kenya.

"Understand this, my dear brothers and sisters: you must all be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry. Human anger does not produce righteousness God desires. So get rid of all the filth and evil in your lives, and humbly accept the word God has planted in your hearts, for it has the power to save your souls. But don't just listen to God's word. You must do what it says! Otherwise, you are only fooling yourselves.  For if you listen to the word and don't obey, it is like glancing at yourself in a mirror. You see yourself, walk away, and forget what you look like. But if you look carefully into the perfect Torah that sets you free, and if you do what it says and don't forget what you heard, then God will bless you for doing it."

Hear and obey.  Sh'ma!  Of course! The God of Israel wants me to teach this ultimate Hebraic understanding: to follow Yeshua is a two-part process, hear AND obey! As I sat in the quiet stillness of my living room at 1:25 this morning, a song began to reverberate in my spirit.  I could hear the pulsating rhythms of the African drums that so moved me when I was last in Kenya in 2005!  And then the words came: Kusikiliza Roho! Kusikia na kutii!  Listen to the Spirit! Hear and obey!

My cup overflows today -- I am once again about to fulfill my calling to the nations, going in the service of the King, with the great joy and blessing of having my husband John and two of my grandchildren with me!  My fifteen-year-old granddaughter, Jayde, will be teaching over 1000 girls in the Nasokol school about purity and abstinence.  My 13-year-old grandson, Jackson, will be teaching all the students also, and his teaching is "Keeping the Commandments: A Blessed Life."  "If you look carefully into the perfect Torah that sets you free, and if you do what it says and don't forget what you heard, then God will bless you for doing it."  Oh, how I love to watch God work as He weaves together the Scriptures, the music, the messages we are to carry! 

I am typing out below our itinerary for the trip, as so many of you have asked for it.  I know this will keep about 500 people in a huge canopy of prayer covering over us as we fly in planes, ride in busses from Nairobi to the north country of Kenya, and minister in two schools, seven churches, and the open marketplaces.  Pray for us also as we spend our final three days (including the feast of Shavu'ot or Pentecost) ministering in Nairobi at the Open Blessing Church with my friend, Pastor Leah, whom I met on a bus in Jerusalem eight years ago!  We so appreciate all of you who have made this trip possible, and will look forward to the awesome testimonies of God's Mighty Working Power, and all the things He is going to teach US as we go to teach others is Word!

May 27 - depart Denver (11:00 am)
May 28 - arrive Nairobi (6:00 pm)
May 29 - visit Nairobi National Park and learn about Kenya culture
May 30 - long drive up to Kitale and the Nasokol School
May 31 -  "Weekend Challenge" for Nasokol Girls School - teaching and worship all day (see photo)

June 1 - Worship service of combined 7 churches - Kelly to preach
June 2 - Children's ministry with elementary-school children (over 1000) - teaching and worship
June 3 - Outreach ministry to orphanage and day care center at Akeru - long walk through the
              back country! (see photo)

June 4 - Day of rest  :)
June 5 - Day of fellowship with our host pastor's family
June 6 - long trip back to Nairobi
June 7 - Day of ministry with Pastor Leah's congregation
June 8 - Worship service all day. Kelly is teaching on the Feasts of the Lord, celebrating Shavu'ot,
              and leading worship.
June 8 - 11:00 p.m. depart
June 9 - Back home!

Thank you, thank you for your prayers and generous offerings.  You go with us!
Kelly and John

Monday, May 12, 2014

One Step at a Time

We still have the privilege of teaching a bible study at the retirement home where my parents lived for seven years.  Even though my parents are gone from there, the Lord has made it clear that this ministry shall continue, and we have about 15 faithful students, most of them in their 80s and 90s. They participate with much enthusiastic discussion and it is a profound blessing to see that well into the last days of our lives we can continue learning and growing in the Word of God!

We are in the book of Acts right now, and when I got to Acts 9:6, a question of my own heart was answered. In the midst of his supernatural encounter with the living Messiah, Shaul (Paul) falls to the ground in fear and asks, "Who are you, Lord?" Messiah Yeshua answers, "I AM Yeshua, whom you are persecuting. Now get up and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do" (Acts 9:4-6).

What follows is not an all-encompassing layout of the plan for Paul's ministry.  The Lord does not sit him down and give him every step of his journey and tell him what the full plan is for his life! He gives him one first step: "Now get up and go into the city and you will be told what you must do." As Paul is obedient to this initial direction to go into the city, blinded by the Light of his heavenly encounter and led by the hand of others, he is then given more steps, one at a time, until the fullness of his ministry is finally revealed to him. Note that these initial steps involve meeting and interacting with others of the faith. Paul stays in Damascus, not eating or drinking for three days (Acts 9:9) and then Yeshua gives direction to a man named Ananias to go to the house where Paul is and lay his hands on Paul, that his sight might be restored.

Notice that Yeshua chooses to use another human being to restore Paul's sight. What a clear illustration that as the Lord gives us direction, He will use others to come into our lives and help us see and understand more clearly!  One step at a time, one person or couple at a time, He weaves His master plan for each of us to get the guidance and direction we seek, and to cause us to interact with one another to accomplish His purposes.  Our part in all this is to "get up and go into the city," which means that we are only going to get one piece of the puzzle at a time.  Our obedience to put that piece in place will get us to the next piece.  Our longing to know the Lord and to serve Him will lead us to the next person in the network, and that person may be the one who will lay hands on us by the direction of the Holy Spirit, and give us the anointing and the direction for the next step.

This has all been marvelously modeled for us in the past two months, as the Father has brought entirely new people into our lives who have connected many "dots" for us.  As we have continued to ask the question Paul must have asked, "Lord, what do you want me to do?" the Lord has most unexpectedly brought the people who could help remove the scales from our eyes and give us sight and understanding for the next step; but each of these steps takes us a little closer to the very FIRST question Paul asked the Lord: "Who are You, Lord?"

Knowing Him - Yeshua - the Messiah, the Creator of the Universe, the Redeemer of our souls - is the ultimate goal.  Knowing Him intimately is the goal of each step we take, each dot we connect, each person He sends to tell us what we can do to serve Him.

Personal note: in the spirit of "networking," allow me to refer you once more to the website of my dear friend, Rosemary, who sews wonderful linen garments, sheets and pillow cases.  She now has organic linen available and new colors in stock. You will be blessed by her work, and the protection of your health that comes from wearing and sleeping in linen. Click here for her website:  linen4life.net

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